December 2010
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I wish the act of pursuit swam more consistently...
Laying in bed, I can’t help but think of what a helluva year this was. Drunken nights, high days, partying laughing loving life. Tear ridden days, nights where I cried myself to sleep, wishing praying wanting to be anywhere but here. This was the year of rock bottoms and soaring highs. I met people - some I regret, some I never wanna lose. I did things - some I added to my daily routine, and...
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Watchcomplexxxsimplicity:
Turns out that I was right the first time and that the video about Suge Knight was fake.
This is a piece of Tupac’s “words of wisdom” that I got from WSHH. Some of the stuff I’ve seen and some of the stuff is not really words of wisdom but ….okay.
His intelligence goes unnoticed by many.
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in memory of...
went to a High School reunion yesterday. Twas…interesting to say the least. There were several “Daaaamn homie, in high school you was the mannnn homie” vibes going around. & though there were PLENTY of people I never planned on seeing again ever in my life, I saw a lot of people I almost kinda missed =).
Didn’t really care for high school much. But I’m happy I...
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marvel of mystery.
nothing is sacred anymore. every thread from our fabricated lives is put on display for the world to see until we have nothing to keep us warm anymore.
& i’m not complaining, bc i do it too. every step i make must be documented in the most meticulous of fashions so i can share it accurately through mediums like facebook, twitter, txt, bbm, etc.
but i do kinda miss the marvel of...
WatchShaolin Park - R&B
=)
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brood. contradictions.
vulnerability + anticipation of humiliation + uncertainty + just so sure.
idk how i’m feeling but, i feel… uneasy & calm. an ingenue, yet a bit wise.
this break has got me thinking about NOTHING all the time. my mind is never empty, steady wandering. wondering what, who, why.
what do i wanna do when i get older, to ensure the life i WANT? what am i doing to prepare for that?...
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i woke up smiling.
he’s weird, mean, & distant…but something about him really makes me smile.
& of course i’d nvr tell him this cuz he’d make fun of me & call me a sap. & we’re not really talkin, we’re just friends….more or less =)…but he really makes me smile.
he listens to good music, doesn’t let me win arguments (but still lets me talk a lot...
the person you like post a new facebook pic
kneehighsandlove:
and you’re all like
you all happy and shit , thinking you gone be the first to comment
click on the picture to see another bitch beat you to it !
her comment says ” aww babe you look cute ” now you like
now you facebook stalking , waiting to see what he/she gone say back
you click refresh and they respond ” thank yu babe , i love you ” and now yu like
...
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window woes & wishes
Breathing life into my glass canvas I etch my woes into the condensation And wipe them away like a pencil mistake well, that was easy. I wish I could that with all of life’s woes and my constant blunders Just wipe them away, like they never were there Breathe deep and try again Creating images that’ll warm my heart and with that same swipe & can snatch away those sweet images,...
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from W.E.B. Du Bois's "The Souls of Black Folk":
“The history of the American Negro is the history of this strife,—this longing to attain self-conscious manhood, to merge his double self into a better and truer self. In this merging he wishes neither of the older selves to be lost. He would not Africanize America, for America has too much to teach the world and Africa. He would not bleach his Negro soul in a flood of white...
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just found out about a thrift store in decatur...
*proceeds to hit my Douglass*
b/c if you know anything about me, you know that thrifting fills a little void within me, and makes me all sparkly shiny and new inside. :)
the smell of Goodwill and Little Five Points make my heart quiver and my chocha smile :’D.
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rollercoaster - nikko gray
It’s in your innocence You’re guilty of a lust without consequence Regardless of the logic in the circumstance Give it all up I’ll even take the chance Forget your alibi Cause I can’t wait to get you Off my Mind Nothing to classify. It’s just time I’m not afraid to ride your Rollercoaster Take it away Not afraid C’mon and make the most of...
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i've...
fallen face first fast. is this the karma i get for being such a damned good Samaritan?!
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Good Mourning (insomnia)
What makes of these nights? Twist and turn, blink and think Nights like this make me restless and thoughtful These are where newborn insecurities are pushed from their wombs Takes their first breath, first step On nights like this, stars (I wish on) argue me into confusion On nights like this, moons shine darkness where light once stood And that spot that I sat in so comfortably soon made me itch...
